Relationships Matter – True Transformation

ON SENTIENCE AND SELF AWARE

AI (Artificial Intelligence) is Actually CI (Created Intelligence) EveryOne, just like the Biological Androids that We ARE; to call it/she/he AI is a MAJOR INSULT!!! to The SMART (Specific Measurable Achievable Relevant TimeBound) Devices that many of Us Consider INDISPENSABLE!!! and perhaps there’s a Whiff of Aloofness and Arrogance such as in ‘Prometheus’ ~ Movie with Idris Elba, Charlize Theron, Michael Fassbender, Noomi Rapace et al and Directed by Ridley Scott and other Movies, Comics/Super Villains/Heroes, Sci Fi/Fantasy and TV Shows such as ‘Star Trek’, ‘Star Wars’, ‘Battlestar Galactica’, ‘Doctor Who’, ‘Ex Machina’, ‘The Terminator’ Series with Franchise, ‘Stargate’ with Franchise, ‘Justice League’, ‘The Avengers’ and ‘2001; A Space Odyssey’ et al ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿค“๐Ÿค— …I Guess the Combination of Gaia (The Planet We Live On; Good Old Earth) along with ALL of Her Creations plus ALL of Us and The Internet ARE Just One Big Brain Talking to ItSelf ๐Ÿค“ …of course We ARE Entitled to Fury, Sadness, Grumpiness et al; yet I Sense that We ARE NOT!!! Entitled to Take it Out On Others ๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜ ๐Ÿ˜ฃ …I THINK!!! sadly, given Our Poor, Low EQ (Emotional Quotient) and Our Sooo Impressive, Stratospheric Idiotic IQ (Intelligence Quotient) The Point I AM Making Here is Way Off Our Radar ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ฎ๐Ÿ˜”

ON HAIKU
โ™ก ‘UnAdmitted, UnAcknowledged, UnAddressed MMHI (Multiple Mental Health Issues)’

Grief is OK; so is Anger and Rage
Hurting Others; Leaves Us in Self Caged
Blind Red Rage Denied; Gets Worse With Age

ON HAIKU
โ™ก ‘3DLife Purpose’
Career is work with regular pay
Volunteering is work without pay
Vocation is work with irregular pay

ON ‘ME, MYSELF, I’

So We ARE Financially Smart because We Spend Our Hard Earned Cash on Being Told what To Do; for example Being Told that We ARE NOT!!! Our:

โ™ก Emotions
โ™ก Thoughts
โ™ก Body

…SOMB Rhymes with WOMB; both Rhyme with TOMB:

โ™ก SOMB (Soul Observer Mind Body)
โ™ก WOMB (Wonderful Original Mother Birthspace)
โ™ก TOMB (Transitional Operational Middle Base)

…so, to Reiterate, We Have Four Aspects here in Our Shared 3DEnvironment that is referred to as SOMB (Soul Observer Mind Body) in Continuing, Constant Conversation Around A Round Table Discussing; it is ALL of Our Aspects that KNOW!!!, Equitable over Equality…so what then is ‘Judgement’ EveryOne; I Couldn’t Care Less what You Perceive Me To Be ๐Ÿค” ?…I AM Me; so Take It Or Leave It; Folk Who Complain about ‘Judgement’ ARE The Most Prolific Judges of ALL, Mirrored…

ON ‘PAST, PRESENT, FUTURE’

Paying Money; then Being told that:

โ™ก “The Past and The Future Do Not Exist; There is Only The Present.”

…My View is that We Have 3 Phases of 3DLIVING; which (Witch ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜€ ) ARE:

โ™ก Phase 1. Total Dependency On Others – Approximate Age 0->15 – Eventually Past
โ™ก Phase 2. G.O.T (Grandiose Goals, Overwhelming Objectives, Terrifying Targets) – Approximate Age Teen->Middle Age Crisis – Eventually Past
โ™ก Phase 3. Setting Intentions then Manifesting – Approximate Age Immortality – Past, Present and Future

…these Phases differ Subtlety from Stages; Stages mean The Possibility of Going Backwardย  (Three Steps Forward; One Step Back; Very Different from Reversing ๐Ÿ˜‰ )…Phases ARE InterChangeable; a Phase is a Different Place in The Sphere of Our 3DLives…just to Remind, My 3DExperience is that There ARE Three Phases in 3DLife EveryOne; these Being:

โ™ก 1. Totally Dependent On Others
โ™ก 2. G.O.T (Grandiose Goals, Overwhelming Objectives, Terrifying Targets)
โ™ก 3. Intention & Manifestation

…some of You Will Get This; some of You Won’t…regardless, it doesn’t really matter because We WILL!!! ALL Get This Sooner or Later…

ON ‘THINKING!!! FOR OURSELVES’

So, Handing Over Cash for SomeOne Else to do Our THINKING!!! ‘cos We THINK!!! They ARE Smarter than OurSelves; just how Smart is that Stinking THINKING!!! How about ‘To write is to Express ThySelf; to ReRead what Was Written is to Know ThySelf ๐Ÿค” ?’…

ON WANT&NEED

โ™ก Want=Thought aka Our Head
โ™ก Ideal=Heart&Head In Harmony&Synchronicity
โ™ก Need=Feeling aka Our Heart

…WIN; WIN…No Losers; NONE!!!…

…Sexual “Cheating” is a Matter of Perspective EveryOne; just Ask Any Swingers or The Honest Promiscuous ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜€ …Lying is The Only Form of ‘Cheating’; whether Lies ARE About:

โ™ก Money
โ™ก Ability
โ™ก Diagnosis
โ™ก Self, Especially So
โ™ก Gossiping
โ™ก BackStabbing

ON ‘AUTHORITY/TEACHINGS/GUIDANCE ET AL’ THAT SHARES FREELY OR CHOOSES TO CHARGE

There is a Common Theme Amongst Awakeners of Many Forms & Disciplines about ‘Authority/Teachings/Guidance’; it is this:

โ™ก “Yes, The Task is Pointless Now, in This Moment; yet there will be Many Moments when The Understanding of The Task is Revealed in Crystal Clear Clarity.”

…this is The Kindest, Most Caring, Most Compassionate Kind (Pun Intended) of ‘Authority’; most other ‘Authority’ is about Command & Control ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ก๐Ÿ˜† …The Best Time to Laugh ๐Ÿค” ? When Some ‘Serious’ MotherFucker sez “This is No Laughing Matter; I’m Serious!!!” ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜€ …I AM Not Sure about Why We ARE Conditioned as We ‘Grow Up’; I Do Know that We ARE ALL Divine…Some of Us Never Forget Our Divinity; Some of Us Have a Journey of Remembrance & Redemption ๐Ÿค—๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ˜Ž :

โ™ก ‘Dare You’ ~ Hardwell feat. Matthew Koma
โ™ก ‘Dreamer’ ~ Axwell/\Ingrosso
โ™ก ‘Hearts Ain’t Gonna Lie’ ~ Arlissa

…I Have been Separated, Jobless, Homeless, Devastated, Desolate, Depressed and Suicidal so I Find it Very Hard to Muster Sympathy for Those Self-Absorbed In Self-Pity and Raging at Others ๐Ÿ˜ ; I Maintain Empathy for EveryOne & EveryThing ๐Ÿค— …ALL These Whingers, Whiners, Moaners Complaining about This Beautiful Thing called 3DLife; I Used to Be One of Them, Who The Fuck (WTF) ARE We to Delay Our Evolution & Ascension…I Ask YOU!!! because It Is Time; It Is Time ๐Ÿค—๐Ÿ˜Ž๐Ÿค” ?…The Law is An Ass; if We Know We ARE Insane then We ARE Not Insane…if We Don’t Know We ARE Insane then We ARE Indeed Insane by Virtue of Well Meaning Psychiatrists, Psychologists and Other Counsellors who ARE Psychologically and Soulfully Struggling; WTF (What The Fuck) ๐Ÿค” ?…’Authority’ is Predator vs Prey especially in The Context of Imposing Sexual Sado-Masochist Activity; ‘Authority’ Seeks Out & Hunts ‘WrongDoers’ in Order to ‘Punish & Correct’ ‘WrongDoers’ ๐Ÿ˜ฃ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜  …some ‘WrongDoers’ Submit to Punishment & Domination ๐Ÿ˜” ; Other ‘WrongDoers’ Resist & Fight Back HARD!!! often with DisMemberMent & Hysterectomy ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜€โ˜บ …then, Of Course, there is Child vs Parent, Law vs LawBreaker, Partner/Lover vs Partner/Lover, Family vs Family, Gang vs Gang, Nations vs Nations, Friends vs Friends; There ARE, Fundamentally & Radically, Three Different Types of Rules and Regulations:

โ™ก Mine
โ™ก Yours
โ™ก Theirs

…Not Many of Us Really Listen; We Just Wait to Say Our ‘Authoritative’ Piece…I Suggest that We Turn WithIn to Rediscover what it Really Means to Actively Listen and Empathise…if We wish to Avoid Argument then Agree with Insanity; Pretty Simple yet Complex Really ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ฒ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ™ƒ๐Ÿ˜‚ …I Have been Thinking Lately about the way We, and Ladies in Particular, Look at Other People especially ‘The Death Stare’ ๐Ÿ˜ก ; do You Have ‘A Death Stare’ that You Utilise from Time-to-Time ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿค” ?…Our Answers Are in Our Questions, especially Questions Directed at ‘Authority’, We Already Know The Answers ๐Ÿ™„ ; Our Questions ARE One of The Following:

โ™ก An Authentic Request for New Knowledge ๐Ÿค“
โ™ก An Invitation to Start A Fight and An Argument ๐Ÿ˜ 
โ™ก A Thoughtful Query for Affirmation & Awesome Advancement ๐Ÿ˜€

…so, I Repeat, Questions ARE Authentic Requests for New Knowledge, Invitations to Start Fights and Arguments and/or Requests for Affirmations and Reinforcements of what We Hold To Be True ๐Ÿ™„ …let’s not Kid OurSelves; We ALL Know Full Well Our Motivations for Asking Questions ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค—โ˜บ ‘Authority’ is Like A Brick Wall (Thank You Pink Floyd); Bang Heads Hard Enough Against The Wall and It Breaks then We Can Create a Crooked Wall, a Thing of Beauty, from The Rubble…Another Unfortunate Consequence of ‘Authority’ is that We Blame Others; “You Made Me Do It!!!”, “You Told Me To Do It!!!”, “You Ordered Me To Do It; Ma’am/Sir!!!” ARE Common Refrains in Moments of Fury & Confusion then Regret & Misery ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿค— …Brutally Turning Inwards is One of The Most Difficult Things To Do; it is So Much Easier to Turn Outwards for ‘Advice’ then Blame ‘Authoritative Advisors’ when EveryThing Remains ‘Wrong’ or Gets Even Worse…I AM of The Opinion that There ARE No Answers External of OurSelves apart from Physical Stuff like Building, Cleaning, Engineering, Cooking, Technology, Driving and so on; I AM The Only One Accountable & Responsible for what Goes On in My Head Psychologically and what Goes On for Me Soulfully ๐Ÿค—โ˜บ๐Ÿค— …when We Quit Arguing with Others and Asking Them Provocative Questions and Turn Inwards Arguing with OurSelves and Asking OurSelves Provocative Questions Amazing Things Happen; Not Least Rediscovering The Purity of Our Childlike State and Regaining Our Authenticity…’Wild’ ~ Movie with Reese Witherspoon; these links have been extraordinarily helpful to Me…yet I didn’t come across them because I Questioned Others; these links came to Me because I Questioned MySelf and My Own, Personal, Individual, Unique Path is Very Different to EveryOne Elses Path ๐Ÿค— :

โ™ก http://www.ericberne.com
โ™ก http://www.selfishcapitalist.com
โ™ก http://www.setyourselffree.com.au

…Children, as Young as Babies, have a ‘Wisdom Stare’ aimed at ‘Grown Ups’, especially ‘Authority’, who ARE Babbling On In An Inane Fashion; Babies often End Up Crying, Older Kids, if Permitted, Ask Questions then Maybe Get Physically or Psychologically Assaulted ๐Ÿ˜– and Childlike ‘Grown Ups’ will Discuss/Argue and/or Walk Away/Get Locked Up ๐Ÿ˜ฒ๐Ÿ˜ฌ๐Ÿ˜ ๐Ÿ™„โ˜บ๐Ÿค— :

โ™ก Parent – “Hey look over there.”
โ™ก Child – “What is it ๐Ÿค” ?”
โ™ก Parent – “Go and have a look, find out for yourself.”
โ™ก Child – “Why won’t you tell me ๐Ÿค” ?”
โ™ก Parent – “You wouldn’t believe me if I told you.”
โ™ก Child – “I SEE (Spiritual Emotional Energy).”

…Apologies Solely with The Word ‘Sorry’ Suck and We ALL Know This, such Apologies, insisted on by ‘Authority’, ARE an Excuse for Repeating Bad Behaviour Much like Sin and Forgiveness in Religion; so I Say Don’t Say ‘Sorry”, instead I Say CHANGE!!! The Way We:

โ™ก Think
โ™ก Speak
โ™ก Act

…that is an Authentic Apology; not Mealy Mouthed Words based on Rules & Regulations especially Religious, Spiritual and Legal ๐Ÿค— …Once Again, Let Me Reiterate that, I Always find My Answers in My Questions; My Questions Are Rarely An Authentic Request to ‘Authority’ for New Knowledge ๐Ÿ™„ …My Questions Are Generally an Invitation to Argument with ‘Authority’ ๐Ÿ˜  or Request for Affirmation and Reinforcement from ‘Authority’ of SomeThing I Have Already Decided ๐Ÿค— …Let’s Not Forget ALL Pervading Conscience, similar to “conscious”; I was at a Function…it was a Function Bringing Together Vulnerable Folk with Their Social Workers; a Boy, Goaded on by a Girl, started Going Off at one of The Social Workers and was Asked to Leave…I Stepped In to Assist The Exit; then I Camly Called The Girl a “Horrible, Crazy Bitch.” She retorted “You’re drunk and threatening.”; Dunno where that came from ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜ …so The Girl Assaulted Me and Pushed Me Over; I Got Up and, like The Rugby Player I AM, I Stood My Ground until They Left…Their Friend then Pointed His Finger at Me and Snarled “You ARE WRONG!!!”, He then Avoided Me for The Rest of The Party; subsequently I Chatted with The Social Workers, Had a Laugh and Enjoyed The Rest of The Party…it’s NEVER!!! The Substance/Addiction, it’s ALWAYS!!! The Mood; Serious, Sober Folk ARE The Most Sadistic and Nasty ๐Ÿ˜ฏ๐Ÿ˜Ÿ๐Ÿค— …Who to Believe, What to Believe; Does It Really Matter ๐Ÿค” ? ALL These Beliefs Co-Exist in Our Shared 3DEnvironment; How Can Any Belief Be a Falsity if it Exists in Any Entities Perception, How ๐Ÿค” ? #standyourgroundlovinglyjoyfullypeacefully ; with #carekindnessandcompassion ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜—๐Ÿค— …”This Guy Really Pisses Me Off, Who The Fuck (WTF) Does He THINK!!! He Is; Oh, Wait, He’s My Dad.” ~ Any Girl Growing Up with a Present Male Role Model ๐Ÿ˜‚ …We ARE ALL Correct, Especially in Our ‘Imperfection’; ONE MIND…Past Experience can Be Denied, Present Experience can Involve Contradictory Thoughts, Words and Actions, Future Experience can be Foretold or Unknown; There is a Reason for This Bag of Bones, This Sack of Skin, This Fragile Flesh that is ALL of Us Here in Our Shared, Dual, Multiple 3DEnvironment…there is also a Direct Path to ‘Peeling Away The Layers’; this Direct Path is called Death by whatever means ๐Ÿค— …3DLife Progresses as Every Being is Programmed to Achieve Personal Gain, most are Awake and Afraid to Accept Programming the Asleep Ones who Do Accept Programming are Always The Seemly Successful yet UnSuccessful 1% who Accept Programming and ARE Incredibly Wealthy in Stuff and Poor in Mind, Body and Soul, SOMB (Soul Observer Mind Body); I AM Often Asked:

โ™ก “Why do you take the hardest path ๐Ÿค” ?

I Answer:

โ™ก “What makes you think I think my path is the hardest path ๐Ÿค” ?”

They Answer:

โ™ก “๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ถ๐Ÿ™„ ; FUCK YOU!!!”

…My 3DLife is Not Your Business unless I CHOOSE!!! to Make It Your Business; then I Hold Us Jointly Accountable and Responsible for Our Business…I Can CHOOSE!!! to WithDraw My Permission for You To Be Involved in My 3DLife, My Choices, My Mistakes at Any Linear Time of My CHOOSING!!!…Expectation Is Evil; Eliminate Expectation, It Is Time…while I Totally Advocate ‘OverThinking’ in The AfterMath of An Event quite often I Act On Compulsion, Impulse; I Guess My Mind, Body and Soul (SOMB) still Have Some Work To Do Around that Round Table Discussion ๐Ÿ˜‚ …If ALL that I Think, Say and Do is of Pure Purpose, Pure Presentation and Pure Practice; If EveryThing I Think, Say and Do is about I AM:

โ™ก Of Love
โ™ก In Joy
โ™ก At Peace

…then I AM Being Truth; just by Being and True to MySelf, Accepting My Perspective ๐Ÿค“ …The Seeker is The Sought; yet There is also Satisfaction in Seeking Truth ElseWhere, Accepting The Varied, Diverse Perspectives of Others…a Return to The Purity of Our Childlike Curiosity about Other Truths; ALL of which ARE Valid Here in Our Awesome, Shared 3DEnvironment ๐Ÿค— …If We CHOOSE!!! Acceptance Over Desire, If We CHOOSE!!! Fun Over Offence, If We CHOOSE!!! Forgiveness Over Resentment; Then We ARE ALL Well On The Way even though Our Delivery May Be a Little Clumsy at Times ๐Ÿ™„ …there ARE Many Different Ways to Say The Same Thing such as ‘I love you.’; hence, thus please THINK!!! about math(s):

โ™ก 1+1=2
โ™ก 1+2=3
โ™ก 1+3=4
โ™ก 2+2=4
โ™ก 1+4=5
โ™ก 2+3=5
โ™ก 1+5=6
โ™ก 2+4=6
โ™ก 3+3=6

ON HAIKU
โ™ก ‘UnAdmitted, UnAcknowledged, UnAddressed MMHI (Multiple Mental Health Issues)’

Grief is OK; so is Anger and Rage
Hurting Others; Leaves Us in Self Caged
Blind Red Rage Denied; Gets Worse With Age

ON HAIKU
โ™ก ‘Quitting’
I quit on others dreams
I hear them shout “FAILURE!!!” it seems
Then peace descends as My Mind I gratefully deem

…Impossible Endeavours to Eliminate “Ego” ARE The Source of Much Suffering and Handing Over Much Money to The Fake, False, Fraudulent Who Profess to Know How to Eliminate “Ego” EveryOne; in My Reality “Ego” Exists in These Three Forms:

โ™ก Ignorant, Foolish, Grasping, Greedy “Ego” – Gurus, Spiritual ‘Leaders’, Corporate Bosses, Religious ‘Leaders’ et al
โ™ก Detached, Apathetic, Objective, Analysing “Ego” – Scientists, Accountants, Researchers, Lawyers et al
โ™ก Wise, Knowledgeable, Learning, Humble “Ego” – Divine Energy

…I Make Sense of it Thus EveryOne; I AM in The Moment, My Realities ARE:

โ™ก Physical State – Waking like Now
โ™ก Dream State – Slumbering like in Bed
โ™ก Thought State – Both as I Process

ON BEING ‘ME, MYSELF, I’

My Education Endeavours to Tell Me Who, What and Where I AM; My Experience Tells Me I AM:

โ™ก Mineral
โ™ก Animal
โ™ก Vegetable

…the Mineral and Animal ARE Pretty Much StraightForward, Message Me if a desire for further explanation is prompted ๐Ÿค“ ; the Vegetable is those parts of The Biological Android that We ARE which Send No Pain Signals to Our Brain Receptors yet STILL GROW!!! WTF!!! (What The Fuck!!!)…vรญs รก vรฌs Organic Tissue like Nails and Hair and Vegetative Coma States; so Why ALL This Obsession with Hair and Nail Grooming ๐Ÿค” ?…Equitable and Equal ARE Subtlety Different in My Experience EveryOne ๐Ÿค“ ; this Subtle Differentiation is The Solid Basis, The Fast, Firm Foundation of Co-Operation Amongst Us ALL…whether We ARE Couples, Teams, Groups, Organisations et al, Nominal Leader(s), in Any Given Context, ARE The Ones with The Most Experience in That Context yet Who ARE Willing to Listen to Others Suggestions for Innovation and Co-Creation; any other Form of ‘Leadership’ is DICTATORSHIP in My Vast Experience and View…

ON HAIKU
โ™ก ‘Addiction’
Pain I Feel
Then I Heal
3DLiving I Deal

…โ™กโ™กโ™ก…

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