Relationships Matter – True Transformation

ON ‘PAIN’, ‘DISEASE’, ‘AUTOIMMUNITY’, ‘HEALING’ ‘CHANGE’, ‘ADAPTATION’, ‘ADJUSTMENT’ AND ‘US’
Adjustable, Adaptable, AutoImmune, Awesome!!!
…so Why AM I Sick ๐Ÿค” ? Being a Whingeing, Whining, Moaning BitchCunt would Be a Start ๐Ÿ˜‚ , Our Complaining Manifests in Our 3DBodies; We Gents, Do We Really Think that “BitchCunt” only Applies to Ladies, what Stupid, Fucking Fools We Men ARE ๐Ÿค” ?…We Were Birthed from The Womb; and, Yes, The Womb Can Be Destructive as Well As Creative…The Womb is a TwoWay Portal To and From SomeThing Incredibly Powerful yet Fragile ๐Ÿค— ; a Source of Pretty Heavy Harming in Self-Defence and a Source of Healing in Care, Kindness and Compassion, We in The Rugby Community Say “If it’s hurting, it’s healing.”…I AM comfortable with LGBTI, Transgender; Male to Female, Female to Male ๐Ÿค— …We Can Surgically Create Genitals & Breasts; We ARE, as yet, UnAble to Replicate a Womb…I THINK!!! There is SomeThing Incredibly Powerful about a Healing or Harming Womb; when a Womb Feels They ARE in A Good Place The Love of The Shared Healing Energy is Incredibly Wet, Wild, Warming, Wet, Wild ‘n’ Warm just like Being in a Womb Especially when Life is Growing InSide There…”I AM Not Sick; I AM Pregnant!!!”; when a Womb is Upset Take Cover then Wait For The Storm To Pass ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜Ž๐Ÿค— …”I AM Not Sick; I AM Evolving!!!”, Typical BreakUp Conversation EveryOne; Please Laugh ๐Ÿ˜ฃ :
โ™ก “I’m breaking up with you because you are a drunkard.”

โ™ก “Isn’t being drunkards the reason we got together ๐Ÿค” ?”

โ™ก “I thought I could stop you drinking.”

โ™ก “Wouldn’t you need to stop drinking first before stopping me ๐Ÿค” ?”

โ™ก <PREGNANT PAUSE AND/OR DEATH STARE>

โ™ก “Shut Up!!! Fuck Off!!! Never Speak to Me Again!!!”
…hmmm; hmmm, Interesting ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ฉโ˜บ๐Ÿ˜€ …My Understanding is that HeadAches ARE Simply and Complexly a Reconfiguration of Our Neural Pathways; My Migraines Pass Instantaneously when I Acknowledge this Event of Evolution…when We ‘Grow Up’ We Forget How Painful it is To Grow from Baby to Toddler to Child to Adolescent to Adult; it does make it Tough for Our Evolution and Ascension ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ˜ฃ …We ARE Locked in to a Cell of Our Conditioning Quite Early On in Our 3DLives; The Key to Our Free Self is on The Floor of Our Cell…The Key is thrown to Our Cell in The Moment Our Conditioning Begins; The Key to Free Self Only SEEN when We Stop Rattling The Bars of Our Cell in Frustration, Anger and Rebellion (FAR from PEACE – Piety Endurance Acceptance Compassion Enlightenment) then Sink to Our Knees in Despair and Suffering; when We SEE (Spiritual Emotional Energy) The Key and Unlock Our Confining Cell of Conditioning Our Freedom Journey Resumes ๐Ÿค— …Who would have Thought It, Hugging and Affection can Be ‘Addictive’ and a Barrier to Rediscovering The Purity of Our Childlike State and Continuing Our Growth, Evolution and Ascension; WOOOW!!! ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ˜บ๐Ÿค—…Self Talk is Powerful and Tells Us About OurSelves; I Have Never Sought to Murder yet I Do Understand The Mind of a Murderer…I Understand The Anger, The Rage, Fury at Parents; The Desire to UnFairly Take It Out on The Rest of The World…The Self Beration, The Insulting of Others, The Meanness, The Unkindness, The Sense of Entitlement, The Sense of Unfairness, The Sadness ๐Ÿ˜ถ๐Ÿ˜ฅ๐Ÿ˜ข ; yet I Know Nothing About Any Other, Other Than What The Other CHOOSES!!! To Tell Me ๐Ÿค— …As An Evolving Entity Holding Space for Others to Rediscover Their AutoImmune System, Their Innate, Infinite Healing Capacity to Heal ThemSelves from PAIN!!! ๐Ÿ˜ฃ I Find We ‘Move On’ Prematurely, We Bury Our PAIN!!! ๐Ÿ˜ฃ Deeper and Deeper rather than Digging The PAIN!!! ๐Ÿ˜ฃ Up and Out then Authentically Dealing with The PAIN!!! ๐Ÿ˜ฃ ; We Authentically ‘Move On’ if We Authentically Heal because No Matter How Deep We Bury The PAIN!!! ๐Ÿ˜ฃ it Will ALWAYS BE THERE!!! in This 3DLife, Our Past Lives or Our Next Lives ๐Ÿค“๐Ÿ˜“๐Ÿค— …it Seems Like it is Our Will To Live rather Than Our Health and Nutrition that Determines Our Longevity Here in Our Shared 3DEnvironment; there is SomeThing Soulful about The Bullish Bucking of Conventional Wisdom…My Evolution and Ascension Experience is a Sense of Energy Coursing Through and OutSide Of My Body; WOOOW!!!…I Hold Up Mirrors for Others on The Basis of what Others Tell Me because I Actively Listen ๐Ÿค“ ; I Have Others Scream At Me, Shout At Me and Abuse Me for Telling a Truth about Others that They Had Long Kept A Hidden Secret…I Only Gain Satisfaction when They ARE Back on The Path to Being True To ThemSelves Having Rediscovered The Purity of Their Childlike State and Self Curiosity…OtherWise it’s all Fucking Misery ๐Ÿ˜ฃ๐Ÿ˜ฅ๐Ÿ˜ข ; it’s Me Asking MySelf:
โ™ก “Why The FUCK!!! Do I Waste My Time with These Fucking Intellectual Idiots who Have The Emotional Depth of A Rock; and that is INSULTING!!! to A Rock ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค” ?”
…Once Again I SEE (Spiritual Emotional Energy); I Have Arisen from The Mobile Grave of My Conditioned Upbringing, Returned to The Purity of My Childlike State…I AM No Longer One of The Walking Dead, No Longer One of The Self Cannibalistic Zombies Gnawing Away at My Own Brain; We Are One Who Are Many rather than Many Who Are One, It Is Time ๐Ÿ˜ฒ๐Ÿค“๐Ÿค— …
…โ™กโ™กโ™ก…

About Yernasia Quorelios

Writer, Philosopher, Pseudo Psyche, Ascension Assistant, WordSmith, Reader
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