ON OUR CONTRADICTORY NATURE
We ALL Think We Know Who We Are; yet We Get So Upset with Family, Friends & Lovers who Point Out a Sore Spot that We Scream/Shout/Mutter “You Don’t Know Me!!!”…so Why This Sort of Contradiction between Words & ReActions? I Have a Theory; Gaia is not Very Good with Words so She is Keen to Learn…so She is Encouraging Us ALL to Write, especially Women who Are Gaias Primary Representation of Divine Feminine Energy; hence the Prevalance of Keeping Diaries in Younger Years and Writing Journals in Later Years…Gaia Teaches and Gaia Learns; it is an Amazing, Fun, Frustrating, Supportive, Symbiotic Relationship with Her Creative, Writing Inhabitants aka We The People with Opposable Thumbs…it is in The Very Words that We Find The Contradictions; We Don’t Always Agree yet We May Agree to Go Along with Something We Have Our Doubts about, it could be called Contradictory Thinking 🤔…I Love You but You’re Pissing Me Off Right Now; “I Love you but I Don’t like you right now…” ~ Some Song by Some Singer(s)…it is not until after Events have Unfolded that The Contradiction Begins to Bother Us and Intiates Impact on Others in the form of ‘Defence’ as The Best Form of ‘ATTACK!!!’…Sorry to get all Yoda on Youse ALL; Contradiction leads to Anxiety, Anxiety leads to Two Types of Anger:
♡ Rage (Red Anger Outwards Harming Others); Lots of Guilt, Shame & Remorse AfterWards Resulting in Repeat or Cessation
♡ Depression (Blue Anger Inwards Harming Self); Avoidance of Company Resulting in Isolation or Suicide
♡ So What is The Answer?
…Tai Chi & Non-Violent Communication Are Great Examples of Using an ‘Enemys’ Strength to Subdue a Perceived ‘ATTACK!!!’ Essentially ‘Cause & Effect’; ‘Cause & Effect’ has at its Heart a Principle that states ‘The Only Constant Is Change’ 🤗 …Quantum Theory Suggests that there is an ‘Effect’ Simply & Complexly via Our Observation let alone via Our Thought, Our Words and/or Our Actions 🤔 …as a Child I was often Beaten by My Parents and Other ‘CareGivers’ for Being “Too Clever!!!”; as a TeenAger I was often in Trouble with Teachers while Excelling at Academics, Sports and other Extra Curricular Activities, ALL this Left Me Riddled with Multiple Confusions & Contradictions…as an Adult I Have Experienced MMHI (Multiple Mental Health Issues) resulting in Divorce, Joblessness, Homelessness; I Admitted, Acknowledged & Addressed My MMHI via a Process that Some may call ‘Transpersonal Transaction’ and Some may call ‘Individual Spiritism’, a Potent Combination of Our Shared Psychodynamics & Spiritual Synchronicity, The Purity of Our Childlike State is Incredibly Important…it is also Important that We Are Grateful for Our Experience Here in Our Shared 3DEnvironment both ‘Bad’ & ‘Good’; We Regain the Purity of Our Childlike State by Admitting, Acknowledging & Addressing Our MMHI (Multiple Mental Health Issues) Brought On by Our Conditioned Upbringing thereby Purifying the Pollution of Our Mixed-Up-Minds…take ‘Addiction’ for Example, ‘Addiction’ is a Patriarchal, Parental Construct Designed to Control Us; if We Enjoy SomeThing Why Should We Not “Just Do It” (Thank You Nike) 🤔 ? Sure, if We Think ‘Addiction’ is Harmful and Authentically & Genuinely Desire to Quit then, of course, We Should Do So 🤗 ; a Very Good Friend of mine, SupaSoulSis Marilyn Onespot, Shared an article on Girly ‘Drinking Problems’ and what I Got Out of this Awesome Article is that, regardless of gender, ‘Drink Problems’ are a Matter of Perspective Dependant on Our B&V (Belief & Value) Systems and The Circumstances that We Have Chosen as Our 3DLifeStyle…in this Patriarchal Society I Am an ‘Alcoholic’, a Dis-Ease that MUST!!! be ‘Treated’ so I Become, Once Again, a ‘Normally’ Functioning Member of Patriarchal Society, the Irony Being that the most ‘Alcoholic’ Among Us Are those Self-Same, Hypocritical, Patriarchal Preachers & Critics who Keep Their ‘Alcoholism’ Hidden until The Pressure becomes Too Much and They Either Seek Assistance 😀 or Commit Suicide 😣 …sure, if We Choose a 3DLifeStyle that would be Damaged by Being an ‘Alcoholic’ then it’s Incumbent Upon Us to Keep Our Drinking ‘Under Control’; if We Choose a 3DLifeStyle where ‘Substance Abuse’ Fuels the 3DLifeStyle, e.g. Creativity, then Being ‘Alcoholic’ is Beneficial and not a ‘Drinking Problem’…’Problems’ Arise when We Endeavour to Blend Our 3DLifeStyle in an Incompatible, even Contradictory, manner just as The Author of The Article, Link Below, says 🤗 :
♡ https://qz.com/762868/giving-up-alcohol-opened-my-eyes-to-the-infuriating-truth-about-why-women-drink/
…’Addiction’, whatever ‘The Poison’, is a Patriarchal Construct Designed to Control; if the ‘Addiction’ is Authentically & Genuinely Harmful then, sure, absolutely Quit It…I Think that The Guilt, Shame & Embarrassment around an ‘Addiction’ is far more Damaging & Harmful than the ‘Addiction’ itself; if Truth Be Told We Are ALL ‘Addicts’, ALL ‘Addicted’ to SomeOne(s) or SomeThing(s) 😂 …I Have so Happily Rediscovered The Purity of My Childlike State, I am now Living My Passion, My 3DLlife Purpose, My Calling; The Contradictions Are Still Present, The Only Constant is Change 🤗 …
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Relationship Insights by Yernasia Quorelios 